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02:07pm 20/07/2006
  so pretty much im in fucking hicksville USA also known as wet virginia for a family funeral. i think i might kill myself im so fucking bored, it doesn't help that there are NO good tv channels, my iPod is dead and im being forced to go old school and use a cd player, AND THERE IS NO FUCKING SERVICE OUT HERE IN THE FUCKING BOONIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i can't wait to get home and go to camp


i'd say text and call me to entertain me but since there isn't a singnal don't bother


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06:59pm 18/07/2006
 
mood: drained
so i couldn't fall asleep last night so i went downstairs at like 11:35 and my mom gave me half of this sleepaid pill and i was like out cold in like 15 minutes. then i got up today at 9 and i like couldn't walk i was so grogy and my mom was like go back to bed so i did and i got woken up at 11:20 by a call from the tennis pro at nashawtuc and he was like "will you play in the match today? mrs. gagne will pick u up" and i was like uh okay. why the fuck did i say yes its 9fucking5 out so i played singles in an 8game proset (first to 8 games) so i was down 6-2 and i came back and won 8-7 it was ridiculous i was like about to fall apart so yea thats what i did today....im leaving tomorrow for my great aunt's funeral then im at camp where u guys are gonna write me!!!!!! and send me packages!!!!!!!


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12:23am 17/07/2006
  so i just spent like litterally 4 hours redoing my layout, it was pretty intense and i had to learn a lot about overdrives which was rather boring but whatever i have a purdy new layout now.


so today my mom was like "take your ADD medicine" and she wouldn't shut up so i wasl ike FINE! and i did and then she was like "go practice" so i did. i ended up practicing for 2 and a half hours straight! it was pretty intense then i started a puzzle and then she was bitching again cuz i have to make up 2 months of practicing in 3 days so i waslike FINE and i practiced another 2 hours. im such a good kid lol


so yesterday me and annie went to see You, Me and Dupree, and it was funny lol but wait for it to come out on video...don't waste your money on it cuz it wasn't THAT funny.


so ya'll are gonna write to me at camp u hear!

Erica Haas
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8 Golden Rod Lane
Sidney ME 04330

i'll be there from July 24-August 14



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10:16pm 13/07/2006
 
mood: AMAZING!
sooooooo today erica was amazing at diving! guess what i did?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? full twisting one and a half...fuck yea! it was pretty much the most amazing experience of my life, do you even realize what this does to my DDs for this winter?! it brings my twister up to a 2.2, so then i'll have THREE 2.2!!!!!!!!!!!! and then i also did back flip one and a half twists...which is a 2.3, BY THE WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH im so happy like my DDs are skyrocketing right now like what the fuck i love it!!!!

so then after my show of amazing diving skillz i was in the snackbar with wil, my coach, and the new lifegaurds (all of whom i fucking hate except for ben, cuz he's kinda on the cute side) anyway, we were eating lunch and there was like a stanpeed of little kids who go to the "golf camp" and then were coming for lunch, i wanted to die, and then i looked over and guess who was one of the councelors!!!!!!! BYRON!!!!!!!! my mom's golf instructer who is ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS!!!! i would have his children, if he wasn't 26 lol in like 10 years that won't be werid will it? 36 and 26? idk im like in love with him and HE KNEW WHO I WAS!!!!! he was like "hey erica, hows your mom?" *gorgeously white perfect smile* and i like melted and was like "will you have my babies" cept i said that in my head outloud i stuttered like a MORON and was like "she's good" *most charming smile possible* god im so boy crazy its kinda sad...

so i got like 8 inches of hair cut off today and got bangs....i look SOOOOOOOOOO hott, if i do say so myself hehe so yea thats my story and im getting a $168 lucky bag for $90 off ebay, my school bag for next year is SOOOOOOOOO cute so thats my story

so in 11 days im gonna be in PARADISE! so ya'll should write me and sned me cute packages at..........
Erica Haas
c/o NEMC
8 Golden Rod Land
Sidney, ME 04330


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10:23pm 12/07/2006
  sooooooooo im back from diving camp...so much fun, as always, you know its diving, and yea i really don't wanna tell you every freaking little detail but all you guys have to know is that

i didn't hook up with anyone

i know right? how fucking depressing is that, who doesn't hook up, i mean i always do what the fuck OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH yea okay okay okay, ryan was there, fucking ryan yea thats right that fucking asshole who left ME for "the love of his life" who he isn't with anymore...WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!! okay sorry i flipped a bit

i just got back from the cape.......i have no idea what's going on except that my fucking diving coach keeps calling me WHAT THE FUCK!

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09:53am 25/06/2006
 
mood: not functioning
one of my best friends' dad just died yesterday...and im leaving for diving camp today and the funeral is tuesday...i don't even know how to function...this is the fourth time this has happened to me in 4 years...what the fuck


oh yea dan when i get back we need to get together becuase im gonna haves a present for yous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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09:59pm 15/06/2006
 
mood: teachers should die
ew i hate mr kendall's history project! he cant even live up to his own expectations and expects us to...BITCH!

so my mom was like "hey you can have your phone for tomorrow" i wa slike OH WOW MOMMY! ONE WHOLE DAY! what the fuck that so doesn't even do me any fucking good and its really annoying. like am i supposed to call the entire fucking humanrace on one day? NOT POSSIBLE!

so i've been wearing my contacts lately and this morning i was like fuck it whatever but i couldn't find my regular glasses like my Ellen Tracy frames so i had to pull out my freaking backup pair i picked out in like 6th grade that are like freaking pink and too small for my face...i looked like SUCH a nerd. so i decided that i need new frames, celebrate emo day frames to be exact...so yea i'll update you on that when i actually get them...

ew so everytime i see john riley in the halls im like tom?! and then i realize that its the asshole named john riley not my sex pot from freaking hawaii and i was like so confused by it before but then i was like wait, he has like the same bone structure, almost, of tom and hes like about the same size and its really annoying cuz jphn riley is a fuckface...

i just found out that my favorite 70-year-old man is gonna be at diving camp this summer, again. yes THE DICK KIMBALL IS GONNA BE AT NAVY AGAIN and i like peed myself when i found out becuase im like absolutely in love with that old man...thats kinda akward...

so mr. martel should freaking die. on wednesday i was supposed to meet with him and then he moved it to today and then in class he was like "oh yea remember that meeting that was supposed to be at 3 today? its actually at 2:30 so can we meet tomorrow? scouts honor" i was like die...

so i guess i have to finish my history project...shoot me in the fucking face! I WANT SUMMER!

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02:29pm 04/06/2006
  so my parents just left for the airport to go to Paris WITHOUT ME! what is this lol and adam doesn't get back until tomorrow night so....IM HOME ALONE!!!!!!!!! YIPPEEEEEEEEE hehe so yea thats my story pretty much

so like half an hour ago i was flipping through the Macy's sale mag thingy and you know how there are those perfume and cologne samples so i was flipping through and suddenlt i was like engulfed in this scent and all i could think about was my birthday. and iw as like what the fuck my birthday was spent with ted this is SO weird. and then i looked down and a sample of Chrome had fallen out and iw as like duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude what the fuck lol that was ted's cologne if you didn't know and i was like GR what the fuck so yea thats my other story pretty much

yup i dont have much else to say

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02:47pm 02/06/2006
  SO!!!!!! today math class was AMAZING!!!!! so first you need to know some facts. my teacher is ms gaffney and coop is in the classroom next to us and ms gaffney always goes into his room randomly. my class is INSANE i have prowten, bobby, parker, jamie and you know all those crazy cats and they are sitting all over the room so they have to yell to talk to eachother. SO BACK TO MY STORY. so the other day ms gaffney went into coop's room so parker and prowten started playing the penis game, yes the penis game so ms gaffney came back and was like
"what are you guys doing?"
so we told her and she was like
"i've never heard of the penis game before"
so we talked about it for a while. so today ms gaffney was talking and parker decided to draw his shark on the smartboard and prowten was like
"parker...PENIS!"
so we started to talk about yesterday again and bobby was like
"wait what are you guys talking about"
and we were like oh yea parker and prowten were playing the penis game yesterday. so we were talking about it for a while then ms gaffney decided to go to coops room so she opens the door and jamie screamed wicked loud PENIS! and ms gaffney was like
"what! are you kidding?" and it was really funny so then we were you know learning how to complete the square so we could graph circles and ms karban just shows up at our door (which isn't that odd since she is like the same person as ms gaffney) and she was like
"1, 2, 3, PENIS!" and ran away. i was like OMG! I LOVE MY MATH CLASS! yea so that was like AMAZING story for the day so yea anyway

so i slept through first block today so whatever it was only gym, no biggie! so i skipped orch as usual and um nothing really interesting other than math class happened today, oh wait thats a lie because MR. MARTEL WASNT THERE TODAY!!!!!!!!!! which made my french class

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05:39am 01/06/2006
 
mood: blank
so you might be wondering why im writing this at 5:40AM, well i just pulled an all nighter and all i have to say is MR BOCKLER BETTER GIVE ME AND A ON MY PROJECT AND MY LAB BECAUSE I SPENT ALL NIGHT DOING THEM DAMNIT!!!! okay im done, so anyway last night was awful, i had an orchestra concert, we played everything we had ever played AGAIN and the grieg and i was supposed to have to solo but mr fuckface gave it to Eugene...he messed up tho so i was happy lol but we had to play for like an hour and a half cuz it takes mr knopf like 20 minutes to get a tempo and he stopped between every fucking movement of our pieces which was BEYOND annoying, then he made us do an encore and everyone was like why, no one wants to hear us anymore mr. knopf go fucking die!

so the freshman who is doing the solo in the chorus piece tonight...me and angela are in LOVE with him lol he is like the cutest thing EVER! lol um what else, oh yea i fell asleep in english today and ms leonheart was like really worried that i was like sick or something and i was like AW cute! hehe um what else

oh yea so i just found out today that winston invited steph d'ambrosio to the RHCP concert when he told me if he had an extra ticket he'd take me! WHAT THE FUCK! um what else, oh yea, so today i had a french oral and we were out in the hall and i was like in the middle of a word and mr martel started to talk to some random kid who was walking by and proceeded to talk to him for like 5 minutes! i was like what are you doing! he's a retard GR! um nothin else really....

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04:30pm 30/05/2006
  heyyyyyyyy so this weekend well actually sunday till last night was TRES drama filled or maybe its me just over reacting like usual but its not cuz all my friends are like you're no over reacting, get a restraining order against him. lol yea i like wow what the fuck you're a fucking psychopath with split personality...if you don't know what im talking about comment and i'll try to fill you in...the story takes like half an hour to tell like legit lol.

so anyway today i had to send a special package to jillie so i wanted some company and sam would have come but he couldn't and i konw this cuz he told me! lol so instead kathryn and beth went with me and it was pretty much amazing! it was like total spoil kathryn day and we went to irressitables, frech lessons and maggie taylor and kathryn tried on ADORABLE dresses and it was SO much fun. and i told my complete hawaii story from begining to end for the first time in like a month and a half to beth cuz apparently i didn't tell her about it lol and i was like wow, my story is amazing, i never want to see tom again cuz then it would totally ruin the magic of hawaii lol ahhhhhhhhhh SOOOOOOOO much fun but anyway. s

o me and kathryn didn't do anything last period lol and i don't even care. it was so cute cuz me and her were talking in a row of books in the library and mike comes over and he gave me a huge hug and i was like i love you and he was like do you really? and i was like yea and he was like would you marry me? and i was like suuuuuuure and kathryn gave me like a dirty look and was like what? and i was like oh yea sorry mike i'm marrying her and he was like oh, a MA wedding? soon to be CA wedding? and we were like yea lol and he was like so are you guys planning on adopting or do you need like a serigate father, cuz you know im willing. and i was like um i love you mike? haha hes SO adorable and he gives really good hugs but hes a fatty and you know my moto now


JUST SAY NO TO FATTIES!!!!!

lol wow i love myself hehe so liz oh is driving me to the orch thing in her sexy little red car...im SO excited lol well thats all

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10:57am 29/05/2006
 
mood: confuzzled
so i am alive fyi and since my last update nothing has really happened thats too interesting except for the fact that erica is gonna spend "quality time" with sam real soon and by quality time i mean, well you know what i mean lol.

oh so heres a list of things you need to know

1. JILLIE IS A HUSTLA AND I LOVE HER!!!!!!

2. when you poke people on facebook you can't see their pictures...i know becuase i poked mr. basile and i couldn't even see his sexy pictures!!!!!!!! lol

3. i had a really sketchy almost 3 hour talk with ted, yes ted, last night...call me if you wanna know more, its really weird so you know

4. sam has been showing homegirl some love and i plan on taking a bite out of that half chocolate sex brownie REAL soon lol god i love me

5. winston is being a little bitch

6. i want andrea and mr. basile in the oven with sprinkles lol

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7. the second season of My Fair Brady started last night and it is gonna be an AMAZING season! lol
 
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05:00pm 14/05/2006
 
mood: kinda bored
mother's day is such a joke in my family. every friggin day is mother's day here becuase my mom is possibly the most self-absorbed, self-serving, self-centered person on the face of the planet. yea i love her, but thats cuz shes a friend not a mother, like what mother opens a bottle of champagne for her and her daughter and watch her daughter's ex boyfriends sweatshirt burn in the fireplace? that is something you do with friends not mothers. im so sick of hearing about her tennis too, by the way, like honestly i don't care you should be asking me about my day and such and make me feel "special" lol whatever im so over not having a mother it isn't even funny lol

so did anyone see SNL last night....what a hoot! lol i thought it was funny at least but not as funny as last week with Tom Hanks *love* hehe

so i just watched Capote, wow that was a good movie, then adam kicked me out of the lazyboy so im in the kitchen being anti-social. who cares lol

oh so my mom's friend's daughter and boyfriend are coming tonight...that should be cool, i love her and her brothers are BEYOND hot, and the younger one just graduated from college...22 hes only six years older...in like 3 years that won't be weird! and he collects old SAABS....hott? TOTALLY!!!!! lol ah im such a dork

so last night i had a pretty amazing dream...it was about Christmas and we always have a HUGE christmas eve party at our house. so annie was over which was awesome and so we were like milling around greeting people and schmoozing and the doorbell rings so im like oh lets go get it annie. so we do and guess who it is?!?!?!?!?!?! THE BOWENS!!!!! yes as in tom bowen's family, tow bowen as in the total hottie i hooked up with in hawaii!!!!!! hehe so i was like OMG MOM DIDNT TELL ME YOU GUYS WERE COMING!!!!!! so dean and terry went and found my parents and i was like omg, tom, you're in my house! so they met annie and such and we spent the whole night in the family room and me and tom were all over eachother and shane was hitting on annie which was kinda cute i guess and tom had gotten me a x-mas gift....the matching venitian chain link necklace to my braclet i like FLIPPED out and it was amazing lol

that is all i think

oh yea i want sam's body!!!!!! ANDANDANDANDANDAND

America's Next Top Model cycle 6 Finale is THIS WEDNESDAY!!!! don't know what to do with myself and if Jade wins i might kill myself cuz shes a bitch but i think Joanie is gonna win i mean really she is SUCH a model ANDANDANDANDANDAND the second season of My Fair Brady starts in exactly 2 weeks.........SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited friggin love that show!


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12:12pm 13/05/2006
 
mood: blah
so last night was pretty amazing i think i went on to every single link on bored.com, i kid you not...is that like a hint that i need a life or something...nah! lol yea so i came home last night and i did my math homework and started the bockler worksheets which my the way are firggin ridiculous!!!!! what the fuck i friggin hate that man, he should die. but anyway!!!!! yea so whats new in my life haha friggin nothing i have no life i stayed home sick two days this week.

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07:47pm 10/05/2006
 
mood: dying
so pretty much today i was on my deathbed and kinda still am but my brother and dad are watching the game in the family room and i need to watch America's Next Top Model so im in the kitchen watching tv until its on. so jeopardy is on right now, how the fuck do people know this shit, its actually kind of ridiculous the kind of things that these people know, im like who are you? no one else in the world knows that on the top of their head lol FREAKS! so yea ANTM is on in 9 minutes, i must leave and prepare myself for the drama!!!!

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10:07pm 02/05/2006
 
mood: blah
so today sucked! i friggin hate tuesdays, i start with double bio and i have to end with driver's fucking ed. OMG I HATE TUESDAYS!!!!!! lol

so i had diving and that was cool i guess except that there are 10 people in the "advanced" class and the 5 other people FAIL AT FRIGGIN LIFE!!!!!!!!!!! but yea i don't even have anything to say so why am i even doing this lol BYE!!!!

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11:34pm 27/04/2006
  haha so yesterday or whatever i was like totally swooning over tom...not any more. so being the total freak i am i was looking at his myspace and there were these comments from these girls that were like "aw tom it was so awsome to meet you in hawaii...too bad we live so far away and we'll never see you again" and then his comments back were like "It's a shame I met you girls so late. I could have been hanging out in that room like all week!" and i was like hmmmmmmmmmm so you hooked up with 2 other girls before me in hawaii...GREAAAAAAAAT!!!! lol but whatever so i was like im SO over you but if you wanna hook up im all for it. but being such a nosy person i had to go back and "get to know" these girls that were so taken by him lol....THEY ARE SISTERS!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!!!!!! HE HOOKED UP WITH SISTERS!!!!!!! THATS JUST FUCKING GROSS!!!!!!! NO ONE DOES THAT FYI TOM! THATS LIKE AGAINST THE FUCKING LAW!!!!!!

so i get the hebbie jebbies when i see his name, picture, sn you know...won't be able to hook up with him for a while without fucking puking!


so today in drivers ed my mom called me 3 times in a row and was like WHERE ARE YOU!?!?!?!?!
and i was like in drivers ed class. and she was like not since 2:30 and i was like HELLO! DIVING! and she was like oh...

god she's such a friggin moron sometimes


so im missing semi cuz i have to go on a confermation class retreat...blow much cock? yea i know but at least im gonna spend it with like sotona and lexi and amory who by the way is a total hottie lol

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03:12pm 26/04/2006
  hey im alive!!!!!!!!!! lol yea so its been like what 2 months whatever so update in my life

i had my birthday!!!! i got 2 things from tiffany's lol one from ted aka whaleboy my ex boyfriend lol

i went snowboarding like 3 more times....im actually really pretty good now

i got dumped because im romaniam lol yea can you believe that so i burned the sweatshirt i had of his over a bottle of champagne with my mom yea im that amazing lol

and a lot of other stuff that i can't even remember but the most important thing I WENT TO HAWAII!!!!

yes FINALLY my parents took me to hawaii and it was pretty much the most amazing thing of my life! we went to 2 islands, on Kona i totally got hit on by a 21 year old pool attendant that was a hottie and he like got me free drinks and set up my chair for me everyday and it was pretty cool. then on Maui we were at the ritz for my dad's meeting and it was amazing. so the first night there was this welcome thingy and i met dean, a guy who works with my dad, and his 2 high school boys, a junior Tom and a freshman Shane hehe. shane was a cutie but he like didn't talk, i think he was intimidated by my hottness lol and tom, well let me tell you, tom was a total fox!!!!!! and yes erica HOOKED UP FOR ONCE ON A VACATION!!!! with tom, first by the beach and then in his hotel room, of course we kicked shane out first lol. IT WAS AMAZING...if you want the dirrty details you can call/IM me lol. yea so that was my life and it was amazing and i want sam williams like no other

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05:10pm 01/02/2006
 
mood: shitty to the max
so wow it's been almost a month since i last wrote in this thing...i've been busy with diving and shit you know pretending like i have a life which i obviously don't have. but anyway.... i don't really have anything to say other than FUCK LIFE!
im so sick of it right now it's not even funny anymore i could deal with it when i was overworked and tired and sore but im done, i can't do it anymore. i already feel like complete shit cuz i haven't been able to sleep for the past week and i just finished exams and i have buttloads of homework, and then today the fucking cherry on top of my shit-sundae. i got my period last block today. not that you should really care or really would like to know but its 2 fucking weeks late and im going snowboarding all day saturday so i'll be coming in every like 2 hours to fucking change my tampon, and oh how could i forget it's my birthday on friday and i have my period...could it get any worse? why yes of course it could get worse because God is set on trying to destroy me...im seeing teddy for the first time in 5 fucking weeks! oh yea and for the past 4 hours i've felt like im about to vomit from the cramps.
i fucking hate life right now. im at the point when anything can set me off, i want to kill people who irritate me, i pretty much cry for no reason what so ever and i pretty much wanna kill myself so i don't have to deal with shit anymore. don't worry im not actually gonna kill myself for all the retards out there i just can't deal with anything right now. its like i'm not even here, im just watching myself get the shit beaten out of me by life and i want it to stop before my fucking birthday. i can't be depressed for my sweet 16...its just not allowed.

so im gonna go do my homework so i have an excuse not to visit with mom and dad when they come home cuz i'll just blow up at them

i think i'm gonna take a mental health day tomorrow.

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07:05pm 08/01/2006
 
mood: content
okay first of all i shouild get a "best girlfriend ever" medal cuz i watched the ENTIRE steelers game. i kid you not...the whole fucking thing and i don't watch or really like football at all! so yea i'm proud of myself lol. um yea i also somehow managed to get gum in my hair? haven't done that since i was like 6...what the hell. OH MY GOODNESS! I GOT MY SUITLADY SUIT YESTERDAY or friday i guess but whatever. it is soooooooooooo pretty!! it's pink and silver swirl and it has pink stars! and the back is wicked cool...it doesn't really fit my behind but i could care less lol.

so dan introduced me to limewire last night...wow c'est my new drug. i sat on it ALL day today and downloaded music...yea im cool.

oh so last night i talked to McKay for the first time in like forever and it made me SO happy. i LOVE that kid and miss him like whoa...i can't wait to visit him at LA when i go back! yea so...lol

oh my goodness go check out andrea's pics from the radio station hehe it makes my life...i <3 the radio station...so many good times

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